![]() ![]() I have not let them see me broken down like I was when it happened. We're getting back to doing that but it's just when we go out so many people recognize us and they point, they stare, they say things. We don't really go too many places or do too many outdoorsy things like we used to. I parent them all the same but the one thing that did change is I got more protective. How have you changed as a parent to your other kids since Mike's death? But what I went through with him, I'm not willing to go through that again. So if I had to stand on the side of him again for my son I'll do that. I'm able to look at what's really going on and what was really going on wasn't about, it wasn't about me. If that's what I had to do for my son, I'll do that. Having just lost your son, was it difficult to also have to spend so much time with the man who abused you? ![]() You share candidly your experiences of abusive relationships, especially with Mike's father. She wanted to do something special so she offered: "What do you think about a book? How do you feel about putting your truth on paper?" I thought about it and I thought about it and I just kept journaling, then last year I decided to start writing a book and share it with the world. She said she didn't just want to write a blurb or an article for a magazine. I just started journaling, and that's how the book came about.Īnd when I met Lyah, who is the writer, we had conversation after conversation, we became friends, I would confide in her and say, "That's not true when they say that." She was around my family and just hearing so much, and she wanted to do something to help. And I didn't want to go out there physically and be vocally argumentative to anyone about their false accusations. Writing that book came about when I was watching all the news and reading the articles, and listening to all the lies. Lezley McSpadden: I decided to write the book for my son, and for his truth, and so that the world would know who Michael Brown was and how he was loved, and that he was not all the things that the media tried to make him out to be. Zen built up fluid in his brain that turned out to be a malignant tumor.Ĭannon is also dad to 10-year-old twins Moroccan and Monroe with ex-wife Mariah Carey, 4-year-old son Golden and 1-year-old daughter Powerful with Brittany Bell, 5-month-old twins Zion and Zillion with Abby De La Rosa and is expecting his 8th child with Bre Tiesi.BROADLY: Why did you decide to write this book? What was the process like? The rapper added that the ability to provide for his children financially lessens the guilt he feels for not being them physically. “But at least I know that the harder that I work then it makes the guilt easier to deal with.” ![]() “I walk around with a backpack full of guilt,” Cannon said. In the podcast with Berman, he added that he has other children of a similar age whom he feels “guilty for not being there every day.” Cannon revealed on his talk show that he got a tattoo in honor of Zen. The TV personality revealed on his talk show that he was able to spend his son’s last few days with him and that he “made a valid effort to spend the most quality time” that he could. Cannon, 41, and Scott, 28, both took to Instagram to mourn the loss of their son. ![]() Scott, 28, shared in January that she and Cannon had known since August that their son Zen’s time would be “limited” due to his brain tumor. “One thing that keeps me up at night, there’s this heavy, heavy guilt with the fact that I didn’t get to spend time - like I really wanted to - with Zen,” the 41-year-old father of seven disclosed. Laura Berman, Cannon’s friend and therapist, the “Masked Singer” host revealed he still feels deep guilt surrounding the death of his son. Nicki Cannon is still grieving the loss of his son, Zen, who passed away in December at just 5 months old.Ĭannon and model Alyssa Scott welcomed the child in July, but he tragically passed away months later of a brain tumor. Playful Ben Affleck hugs ex Jennifer Garner, their kids as brood meets up in Italy Riley Keough named sole heir of mom Lisa Marie Presley’s estate, new owner of GracelandĬandy Spelling dodges questions about daughter Tori’s RV life while leaving swanky eatery Kim Kardashian treats daughter North’s basketball team to fancy dinner at celeb hotspot ![]()
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